REIKI: A Relaxing Oasis in the Midst of a BUSY Work Week!

Research tells us that taking time for ourselves, away from the routine of every day life is so important to body, mind and spirit. In fact,  many companies have started to incorporate breaks into the work day for employees that allow time for some chair massage, meditation and naps. Yes! You heard right: naps!

In fact, the National Sleep Foundation, states “While naps do not necessarily make up for inadequate or poor quality nighttime sleep, a short nap of 20-30 minutes can help to improve mood, alertness and performance.” Short, restful naps, help to recharge our batteries and give a boost to our energy for the day.

Mindful Presence Reiki was specifically designed by me to enhance your ability to feel more rested, at ease and energized in your life.  In fact, a typical 60 minute Mindful Presence Reiki session allows for 15 to 20 minutes of guided meditation to settle you in gently with mindfulness. After that, its your choice as to wether or not you stay awake, aware, and at ease or drift off to sleep for some much needed rest in the midst of the 24/7/365 lives we all live.

The session room is calm and peaceful and free of clutter. It has a restful and relaxing feeling. The Reiki treatment table is heavily padded, lined in thick, soft fleece and covered in scent-free, organically washed linens and blankets. The blankets are buttery soft and warm. You have two sizes of both knee bolsters and head pillows to choose from to add to you comfort. Instrumental music can be softly played in the back ground or you can choose to have the room be silent.

A wonderful addition to your complete relaxation, is your selection from a variety of high quality essential oils that can be mixed, blended, or left as a stand alone scent and diffused gently throughout the session. Scent is indeed so personal, and can help us to relax more deeply feeling refreshed and renewed! You can always choose to have your session be scent free as well… fact the room is devoid of scents unless the diffuser is turned on and essential oil added.

So……if you need break in the midst of YOUR work week, and could use some time to recharge your spirits, feel more uplifted, time to shut of the cell phone, and let your body unwind, PLEASE try Mindful Presence Reiki and discover for yourself what so many others have before you:    It works!


PLEASE NOTE:  I do not sell any essential oils or diffusers, but am happy to help you find some reputable sellers of organic essential oils or companies that are very careful, maintaining high standards in the production of their essential oils. I cannot tell you how many people have tried to sell me on “therapeutic grade” oils. In most cases this is simply a marketing term used to lure you into purchasing overpriced products.  All essential oils are not created equal and if its being used in my Mindful Presence Reiki Treatment Room, it passes my tough standards as I use them at home as well.

Why Should Being Mindful Matter to ME?

Think of all the times you have acted mindlessly for a moment. Actions, once taken, that melt into regret later. Words sharply stated that can never be taken back, no matter how hard you wish it. Feelings that overwhelm and overtake your ability to stay focused and clear-headed. Thoughts that seem to make your every day actions seem like endless hours of mediocrity and despair.

Now, think of this, how many times do you internally speak kindly to yourself when you have made a mistake, no matter how “big” it may appear to you? How often do you think of what your intention is before you express an opinion that can hurt or make someone else feel terrible about themselves? How many times do you try to give a friend some words of comfort, and find yourself thinking of all the things you want to say to them, rather than just listening to them speak and not interrupt or make comments? I could go on, but I think you are getting the idea.

Truth hurts and looking at ourselves thru the lens of clarity rather then distortion, can be painful.  In fact, I too have said many words and thought many things that I regretted afterward….things that might have been expressed out of anger, sadness, embarrassment, disappointment, grief, loneliness, etc that I can never take back. Sometimes, I have said things, that at the time seemed to be just what needed to be expressed or said, when in fact their was so little thought as to the impact those words would have on someone else. I think I am safe in saying most, if not all of us, have done the same thing at one time or another.

To understand mindfulness and its ability to bring our thoughts and actions into the present is to be aware of what we were doing in a way that causes no harm to ourselves and others. When we sit and stew for hours over some slight we feel was made to us, we fool ourselves into thinking we are helping ourselves to process. But, what we are in fact doing, is not allowing ourselves to move on, to move forward, to become unstuck from an endless cycle of “should of, could of, would of” that in many instances, just serves to make us feel worse.

Mindfulness matters because with out it, our actions become mindlessly driven and can cause not only others to feel terrible, but ourselves as well.  Ellen Langer, PhD states that “Social psychologists argue that who we are at any one time depends mostly on the context in which we find ourselves. But who creates the context? The more mindful we are, the more we can create the contexts we are in. When we create the context, we are more likely to be authentic. Mindfulness lets us see things in a new light and believe in the possibility of change.”

I think this is an empowering statement that can open doors to our potential. If we all spent less time expecting everyone and everything to conform to our ideal and spent more time being mindfully aware of the fact that doing anything less leads to our own unhappiness, discord and dissatisfaction, we can free ourselves in ways that propel us forward through life.

It is not easy, and it takes practice. So, next time you feel the heady, overpowering rush of mindlessness upon you, choose to notice its intoxicating grip and choose to be aware of your feelings at play, explore what your intention might be, and how you can learn to be with those feelings and not react mindlessly.  This, over time, will open doors to feeling more and more at ease with life and less disconnected to ourself and others.



Awareness and Breast Health

The month of October is one I truly enjoy. The cool, crispness in the air, the scent of warm apples and cinnamon, the vibrant color that seems to explode overnight, and the simple fact that it is time for my annual mammogram.

OK, so you got me! I am not overly thrilled to have my mammogram done. Once you have had breast cancer, as have I,  it does make the annual or semiannual check up a bit of a nail biter. But here is the thing, I go to a wonderful hospital in a town I love: Peterborough, to have it done each year now. For years before, I made the long trek to Boston, and before that to NYC to have my mammograms and check ups.  The advantage to Sloan-Kettering in NYC was results were the same day. A wonderful thing for many, especially those among us who want this immediacy to help move on and do what needs to be done. Boston was not the same day, but they were very quick and efficient.

Peterborough is a small town in the heart of the Monadnock region of NH. Breathtakingly beautiful views as you drive here of mountains and autumn splendor all around. The town is very laid back and art/culture inspired. Wonderful restaurants, shops, museums, art galleries, cafes, and places to sit and just pause are everywhere here. It is a true gem and an place that happens to house my favorite bookstore on the planet: ToadStool!

When I was diagnosed with breast cancer, 15 years ago, the first place I went for inspiration was the Toadstool Bookshop. I loved the aromas from the cafe there, that tuck in around you as you browse making you feel warm and safe. Even the books smell particularly delicious! (Yes. In case you are wondering,  I do sometimes judge a book by its smell!)

I stood in the self help, inspiration and nature sections of this delightful bookstore and let my hand and heart draw me to the books, not my overthinking and overloaded brain. In the nature area I discovered a book called “Inner Gardening: Four Seasons of Cultivating the Soil and the Spirit” This book made my heart sing and still does to this day! Next, I moved more cautiously toward the section filled with books about breast cancer. I was much more cautious here, as I did not want to read stories of battles won and lost with cancer. You see, everyone’s journey is uniquely different. I wanted to find inspiration, and find it I did, in a little book called “Hope is Contagious: The Breast Cancer Survival Handbook by Margit Esser Porter who oddly enough, lives in Peterborough!

This book was my light thru the darkness and kept me smiling, and hopeful, through out my journey. When my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer years after me, I gifted the book to her, so it could lighten her journey as well. The book is so inspirational and I have passed it on to many others. In fact, I am not even sure if I have it anymore…..but, the hope it gave me rang loud and clear, and will never leave me. It might dim now and again, but its always there!

Breast Cancer Awareness month is mislabeled….it should be Breast Health Awareness Month. I don’t think it is a month to focus on cancer so much as the prevention and eradication of this disease. It is a time to tell ALL women to be proactive in your health care. Get mammograms and don’t be lulled into a false sense of security about your odds of being diagnosed. So many women I talk to think they have no risk since no one in their family had been diagnosed with breast cancer. But this is a misleading sense of security.

Here is a blurb about your risk factor from Breast  “Absolute risk also can be stated as a percentage. When we say that 1 in 8 women in the United States, or 12%, will develop breast cancer over the course of a lifetime, we are talking about absolute risk. On average, an individual woman has a 1-in-8 chance of developing breast cancer over an 80-year lifespan.”

Now, here is the part where SO many women still get very confused: If you have a history of breast cancer in the family your risk goes up considerably, …..but if you have no history, as I did too, you STILL are at risk……you are not risk free.  Keep in mind, I ate healthy, kayaked, walked daily, practiced yoga and meditation, seldom drank, was non smoking and was a healthy weight and size…..and I was one of the eight women.

Let me repeat: having no history of breast cancer does not mean you are RISK FREE! Don’t make that mistake. My breast cancer was caught SO early I did not require radiation or chemotherapy. It was microscopic and DCIS. My decision to have a mastectomy was MY CHOICE and one I have never regretted to this day!

So, here is my take away this month to you all: do not put off those mammograms and be lulled into a false sense of security. Have one done. If your breasts are particularly painful and cystic, have one done. If you have large, dense breasts, have one done. And if you are putting it off out of fear, remember this: the EARLIER you catch it, the better your statistics are for treatment and recurrence.

Breast Health Awareness…..October.


Reducing Stressful Thought Patterns with Mindfulness

Stress…’s part and parcel of all our lives. Sometimes it comes in roaring like a lion, demanding attention and immediate relief, and at other times, it builds up over time, slowly, until we are finally overcome with our reaction to it. And still, at other times, it ebbs and flows in such a way that we are able to ride it out, so to speak, with mindful attention, so that we do not get caught up and swept away in the storm.

Mindfulness is awareness of what is happening in the present moment without judgment. The judgment comes in when we get lost in the barrage of thoughts that seem to tumble rapidly, one on top of the other, in our minds causing us to misread, misinterpret and many times mistakenly arrive at judgments that are not helpful to us. The result can be adding more stress to our already overloaded day/weeks/months.

I often refer to this as “A to Z Thinking.” Let me give an example of how this works:  If upon waking you discover your shoulder is aching and sore, and you felt great the night before, you might start to focus on the pain thinking what did I do? Is it my bed? Is it how I was sitting last night? Is it going to hurt all day? Will I be able to focus on anything else? What if it gets worse? What if my other shoulder starts to hurt? What will I do if I can’t move it? Should I have an Xray? Maybe I need an MRI? Who will I go to about this?  Why does this always happen to me? I hate myself and my body! This really sucks! What if it is bone cancer? What am I going to do? I feel so lost. Maybe I will just call in sick.

Now this might seem like extreme example, but it is indeed what many of us do. We go from one thought to another to another in such rapid progression that we are unaware of the “thought train” our mind is traveling on!  We go from waking with a sore shoulder to having cancer in sometimes, a very short span of time.

This way of thinking can indeed, catch us by surprise, and make us feel very stressed.

Now, let’s try the same scenario with mindful awareness: Yes, I can feel my shoulder is sore this AM although it did felt great last night. Maybe I slept in an odd position or perhaps it is from something else. I know I can get caught up in over thinking things like this when they happen. So let me just stop and get off the A to Z thinking train right here and right now. I will get up, take my shower, move around and just see what happens as the day goes on.

The biggest difference in the second example is the ability of the aware and present thinking mind to acknowledge the pain, not discount or over inflate it. Making a choice to not get lost in rumination and making a choice to recognize what simply is present with kind and compassionate self talk.

Meditation, which is what I like to tell people is the formal practice of mindfulness, helps us to catch that thought train more and more often so we don’t get so caught up in looking for blame outside ourselves, or making ourselves suffer more by this habituated pattern of thinking. It enables us to learn how to focus our attention so that we react less to life and learn how to instead, respond. Responding instead of reacting reduces stress, allows us to focus more and feel more at ease with ourselves and our life.

So, with meditation practice and patience, next time you catch yourself on that A to Z thought train, acknowledge it in a way that derails the thoughts. Doing so with kind, compassionate self-talk can be tremendously helpful toward reducing any added stress to your day/week/month/year.



Grief, Loss, Trauma and Mindful Presence Reiki

All of us have heard the expression “life is a process” or “grief is process” and indeed it is, especially for those among us who have  experienced some form of grief, loss or perhaps even some form of trauma. It seems to be part of “this being human” aspect of life that can both bring us to our knees and lift us up in profound and moving ways.  However,  becoming embroiled in the midst of all this pain and suffering can indeed feel overwhelming to even the most hale and hardy of us at times.

It is, at times like these, an especially healing process to work with someone who is trained in the mind/body connection process.

All of us store much our personal emotional history within our bodies. Learning to explore into these places with Mindful Presence Reiki, along with a bit of gently guided meditation can be an opportunity to learn more about yourself, feel more in control and better able to withstand the ebb and flow of human emotion.

It is a process. Leaning into those places that need your tenderness with awareness, kindness and love is indeed so healing. I am reminded of the Leonard Cohen quote “There is a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.” We often say things like “our hearts feel broken” in times of deep pain, and indeed they do! But knowing too, that through this break, the light can begin to shine in, allowing us to heal ourselves, is so comforting a thought!

Trusting yourself to know what you need, when you need it, is the first step in your wellness process. Let Mindful Presence Reiki be one of the many “tools” in your personal healing toolkit. Knowing you have alternatives to wellness, especially when used in conjunction with the many wonderful, more traditional healing modalities, is so comforting and empowering!




Mindful Presence Reiki Office Hours


Weekdays 9AM to 3PM  Tuesday thru Friday 

Evenings  6PM to 8PM    Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays

9AM to 1PM  Saturdays

Last appointment session “start times” available on evenings is 8PM, days is 3PM and Saturdays is Noon. 

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The Back Stop Chiropractic Health Center      536 Nashua Street      Milford, NH

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June 2017 Mindfulness Workshop at HOPE for NH Recovery

Please join us for FOUR WEEKS in JUNE for this workshop at HOPE for NH Recovery 293 Wilson Street (the beautifully renovated former site of Hoitts furniture) in Manchester, NH.

I will be reading from the book “A Lamp in the Darkness” by Jack Kornfield, PhD. and we will all be listening to some recorded meditations that correlate to the chapter(s) being covered each week. 

Dates are Thursdays JUNE 8, 15, 22, 29. Time is 5PM to 5:45PM.

This is a simply written, yet powerfully inspirational book by one of the world’s most beloved mindfulness/meditation teachers. Let it be a lamp in your life, as it has been in mine, for whenever it is needed most!